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[26 Dec 2005|07:41pm] |
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first off..happy holidays everyone!
so far my holiday, well sucks. last night my mom had a hanakkah party and well it kinda sucked. my brother and i were the only "kids" i mean there was my cousin andrew whos the same age as my bro but they didnt hang out much. since there wasnt anything to do i hung in my room but then my mom got mad at me for doing that. but wait let me rewind a little, when my first came to pick me and my brother up to go to her house i asked her if i could sleep over after the party and she said probably but she wasnt sure so i was like okay. things at first were good, my brother was annoying-but what else is new-and i was acutally in a good mood and i was hanging with my mom a little. then people came and i was in a little cranky mood. then my mom said i couldnt sleep over, without a reason. so an hour later i asked again and she said no. then my brother hit me for some reason then i went up to my room and since i was pissed i tore up a magazine and threw it all over my room. my borther was acting like my parent and he kept yelling at me. then my mom came up and yelled at me and said it was time to go. so then i got home, and i didnt say bye to mom and i didnt say i love you to her, which i always do. so after that i was all pissed off at myself also, i HATE being mad at my mom cause i love her to much. so then i took a shower and cut about 6 times, thats the most ive ever cut at once. i just hate being upset with my mom.
**theres more to say about the situation, but its making me upset, so im just gonna leave it at that**
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